Love, In a Nutshell

This picture, “Love, in a Nutshell,” goes with the words below that my clergy colleague Elizabeth Brick wrote in the wake of the Supreme Court’s overturning of Roe vs. Wade.

Abortion is an issue that I have deep feelings about, due to my faith and to my own personal experience. I’m not going to write in-depth about these things today. What is important right now is to make clear that I stand as pro-choice because everyone has the right to make their own personal decisions, as I have had. It’s not my business.

The lawmakers in states making rigid anti-abortion laws certainly don’t have the general wellbeing in mind, or the wellbeing of children, as is made clear by high levels of child poverty and lack of universal health care and refusal to take meaningful action on gun violence. I can see that the end of Roe vs. Wade will have terrible consequences and will continue to bring desperation and misery. I remember those days and will stand with the others in support of freedom of choice.

Here are the words that go with this picture, words to which I commit:

“I will drive you to your medical procedure, no matter what it is, and I will care for you afterward if you need, because this is what love looks like.

“I will legally solemnize your relationship if you seek to be married, no matter your gender or gender identity, because I have been granted this beautiful, legal privilege by the state, by virtue of my ordination.

“I will support you in your decision-making, your grief-processing, and your anger-managing, because it is the very least we can do for each other in these days of discrimination, fear, and strife.

“I will be there for you, as you have been here for me, as together we will be there for others, because this is what healthy community looks like.

“This is how we continue to create, grow, and nurture a world of mutuality, compassion, and joy not just for ourselves, but also for those who follow behind us.”

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It’s a Sin to Build a Nuclear Weapon

I pulled out this old “historic” poster and put it up on our refrigerator today, after the false alarm went out to Hawaiians that an incoming (presumably nuclear) missile was on its way.  My grown children will recognize the poster, because it was on our refrigerator for years.  I began my career as an activist in 1979, when I realized the extent of the very real danger of nuclear war. I was engaged in the peace and anti-nuclear movement the whole time they were growing up.  They remember carrying candles and walking from Pioneer Park to the Broad Street Bridge in Nevada City each year on August 6, Hiroshima Day.  During the election year of 1984, I was a paid organizer for the Nuclear Weapons Freeze Campaign’s Political Action Committee (PAC), Freeze Voter ’84, which I worked on here in Nevada County.  (Read here about  The Nuclear Freeze and its Impact.)

One morning, I was at home by myself, cleaning house while I listened to a tape of Helen Caldicott talking about the psychological effects of nuclear war on the survivors of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, known as hibakusha. Listening to their stories about what they had suffered over the years, I imagined my own family going through what they had gone through and I began to weep.

Suddenly, I was struck with the thought: How must God feel about all this? How must God feel about what we human beings have done to each other, and about what we intend to do, as we stockpile nuclear weapons? I fell to my knees, praying for forgiveness, overcome with a sense of the depth of pain that God must bear because of the horrors we human beings create for each other. To this day, I believe that God weeps for the harm we do and prepare for each other.

When the Cold War finally ended, people around the world heaved a sigh of relief, believing that it signaled the end of the nuclear arms race and the possibility of world peace. Instead, the danger of nuclear war, while less visible in the public eye than during the Cold War, continues to threaten humanity.  In recent years, the Bulletin of Atomic Scientists has moved the time on its “Doomsday Clock” closer and closer to midnight, that is, “doomsday.”  They warn of a “Second Nuclear Age,”with increasing vulnerability to global catastrophe from nuclear weapons, climate change, and other harmful emerging technologies.  In January 2017, soon after Donald Trump’s inauguration, the Scientists moved the time on the Doomsday Clock to 2 1/2 minutes to midnight.  In addition to unchecked climate change, growing disputes among nuclear-armed nations, nuclear weapons modernization programs, and lack of serious arms-control negotiations, they cited Donald Trump’s statements about using nuclear weapons and about doubting the scientific consensus on climate change.

Now the Trump Administration is planning to take actions that will make the world even more vulnerable to nuclear war.  The Pentagon’s Nuclear Posture Review includes plans to develop new, more usable nuclear weapons and to “expand the circumstances in which the U.S. might use its nuclear arsenal,” even in response to a non-nuclear attack.  (See Rising Concerns about Nuclear War as Trump Prepares to Loosen Constraints on Weapons.) This plan heightens global tensions and raises the dangers of a deliberate or accidental nuclear war.

Donald Trump, however, did not bring us to this pass.  The United States has never pledged to refrain from launching a nuclear first strike, and it is the only country that has ever used nuclear weapons against another nation.  Although President Obama spoke early in his presidency about eventually ridding the world of the nuclear threat, his administration initiated a trillion-dollar program to upgrade and modernize the US nuclear arsenal.  The plan called for creating modernized nuclear weapons that will be smaller, stealthy, maneuverable, and highly accurate.  These features will make them more likely to be used, but there is no coherent strategy for avoiding escalation if they are launched.

Since the fall of the Soviet Union, the United States has been the only remaining superpower.  Why, then, has this country not led a major diplomatic effort toward disarmament, peacemaking, and sustainable development in the Middle East, Africa, Asia, the former Soviet Union, and elsewhere? Would this not create a far more secure world? Why do we continue developing increasingly accurate and usable first-strike nuclear weapons, and why are our nuclear weapons still on high alert? Why are we selling advanced war-fighting weapons on the open market and opposing treaties that limit the global arms trade? Why are we launching drone attacks that kill civilians, fuel hatred, and provide a recruiting tool for terrorists?  Why not instead institute a Global Marshall Plan to alleviate suffering and create international goodwill?  Such a policy would go a long way toward creating security for the United States and for the world.

It’s time for a renewal of the peace movement!  I hope that the many people who are actively resisting the harms caused by the Trump Administration will include the challenging work of peacemaking as a priority.  This is certainly a practical issue, for the sake of the world, but it is also a spiritual issue.  I am complicit if I don’t speak out and take action to resist the violent, unjust, and yes, sinful actions of my government.  God weeps at the harm we do and prepare for each other.  “It’s a sin to build a nuclear weapon.”  Another world is possible.


This post includes an excerpt from Shaking the Gates of Hell:  Faith-Led Resistance to Corporate Globalization by Sharon Delgado.   An updated Second Edition will be released by Fortress Press in the fall of 2018.

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Why I Don’t Make New Year’s Resolutions

The nearby trail I'll be walking on again as soon as my knee heals.

The nearby trail I’ll be walking on  again with Guari as soon as my knee heals.

A glorious day- sunny, cold, beautiful.  Guari and I are here enjoying the fire, enjoying this first day of the New Year.  I’m grateful that I didn’t wake up with a hangover—from alcohol, excess food, or emotional or relationship distress.  I am at peace.  It is well with my soul.

It hasn’t always been like this, and I don’t take it for granted.  I’ve hit many “bottoms” in my life, usually because I talk myself into thinking that I’m on the right path, then I run into a dead end.  Fortunately, I know where to find help.  I have friends who lovingly help to orient me, stand me up on my feet, remind me who I am, and point me in the direction of healing and wholeness.  Ultimately that means letting go of behaviors and patterns that interfere with my well-being or with the well-being of others.  This I have never been able to do on my own strength alone.

I don’t make New Year’s resolutions because the ongoing transformation that I seek doesn’t always happen the way I think it should, and it’s not the result of me trying to establish control.  I’ve never been able to just whip myself (or others) into shape.  Oh, I’ve given it a good try—that used to be my solution to life’s problems—but now I have a humbler and more realistic view of my powers.  I know now that only by listening and waiting for the movement of the Spirit will I find the inner resources to enable me to change old patterns and to be deeply transformed.

I can also set my intention and pray for the willingness and the power to be able to live into the fullness of who I am and who I am called to be.  This works best for me if I renew my intention one day at a time.  This coming year I intend to enjoy my family and friends, and do what I can to make this world a more loving place.  I have lots of projects waiting.  But I have to take time to “watch and pray” so that I’m not thrown back into old, self-defeating patterns.

I’m so grateful to have shared a path of recovery with my mother, Ruth, for many years before her death.   I set my intention today by starting this day and this year with one of her favorite prayers, which I have shared in a previous post, Thoughts that Bless:

 “Morning Prayer” by Ella Syfers Schenck:

Lord, in the quiet of this morning hour

I come to Thee for peace, for wisdom, power

To view the world today through love-filled eyes;

Be patient, understanding, gentle, wise:

To see beyond what seems to be, and know

Thy children as Thou knowest them; and so

Naught but the good in anyone behold;

Make deaf my ears to slander that is told;

Silence my tongue to aught that is unkind;

Let only thoughts that bless dwell in my mind.

Let me so kindly be, so full of cheer,

That all I meet may feel Thy presence near.

O clothe me in Thy beauty, this I pray,

Let me reveal Thee, Lord, through all the day.

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Do We Have the Wisdom to Survive?

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Fires are burning week after week again this year here in the West.   The smoky skies aggravate asthma, give people headaches, burn people’s eyes, and make people grouchy.  We are warned to stay indoors due to unsafe levels of particulates.  As climate change continues to accelerate, other people in other places are also experiencing record-setting fires, heat waves, droughts,  floods, and other extreme weather events.

Do we have the wisdom to survive?  Will humanity rise to the challenge presented by climate change?  Will we change our ways of thinking and acting, will we transform our institutions and systems, in time to prevent climate chaos?  This question is always with me, even as I gather my grandchildren close to me and play and laugh and learn with them.  What will this overheating planet be like for them in twenty or forty or sixty years?

I do have hope.  I am grateful to be part of a world-wide community of people who are aware of what is at stake with the earth’s changing climate and who are willing to take action.  Tomorrow, the largest People’s Climate March in history will be held in New York, as world leaders gather in New York to discuss the climate crisis.  There will be solidarity demonstrations around the world, including here in Nevada City (meet at the Nevada City Vets Hall, 415 N. Pine, at 4 p.m.).  I hope that everyone who can come out will come out.  The time is now.

Or, if you aren’t convinced about climate change or have given up because you don’t think there is anything you can do, come tomorrow night to see the film “Wisdom to Survive” at 7 p.m. at the Nevada City United Methodist Church.  Here is the blurb I wrote for Old Dog Documentaries to help get the word out about the film:

Wisdom to Survive:  Climate Change, Capitalism, and Community is an exquisitely filmed documentary that presents an overview of the climate crisis, including its causes, effects, and directions of hope.  Poignant scenes illustrate the sacred beauty of the natural world, the tragedy of its diminishment, and our human interconnectedness with the rest of creation.

“The film unflinchingly names global free-market capitalism as the system that underlies the current plunder, with scenes of massive technological resource extraction causing industrial devastation.  Indigenous leaders, people from poor and vulnerable nations, scientists, scholars, religious leaders, activists, farmers, and poets make the case for “climate justice” and point in the direction of hope.

“Do we have the wisdom to survive?  The answer is related to community.   We are connected by our shared grief at what is happening to the earth and by our shared hope and commitment to the future.”

I hope you will join us here in Nevada City or at a Peoples’ Climate Rally near you.  This is not the time to give up, but the time to rise up and recommit ourselves to the earth and to the future.  Surely God is with us in this struggle.

One day our children and grandchildren will ask us what we were doing when there was still time to prevent the worst of climate change.  What will your answer be?

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An Engineered Future?

An angel in the Christmas pageant.

Christmas angel: the image of God.

When I look deeply into the eyes of my grandchildren, sometimes I say, “When I look into your eyes I can see God.”  For me, each precious child is an expression of the divine, an embodiment of Love.  I also know that Spirit is not only manifest through human beings.  The earth and the universe itself is an expression of the glory of God.

This is ultimately what the concept of “incarnation” is about.  Matter is not separate from Spirit, but expresses Spirit.  We live in a sacramental universe–the creation is an “outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.”

We human beings, however, cannot always tell the difference between sacred and profane.  And sadly, today’s institutions and systems are built upon commercializing, manipulating, exploiting, and altering the natural world, including the very bodies of human beings.

Guari and I spent the last two days at a gathering focused on……  The presenter was Jaydee Hanson, a friend we used to work with in the 1990s when he led the Ministry of God’s Creation at the United Methodist General Board of Church and Society.  Jaydee is now Policy Director of The International Center for Technology Assessment and the Center for Food Safety.

Jaydee updated us on new technologies and how they have progressed.  For instance, no longer does genetic engineering simply consist of modifying of life forms by inserting genes of one species into another.  Scientists are now engaged in synthetic biology.   They write whole new genetic codes in order to redesign existing species or to create new life forms, using materials that can be ordered online.  Having already cloned Rhesus monkeys, a company is now seeking a patent to genetically engineer a human embryo.

Nanotechnology has progressed to the point where nano-sized particles are now in many common products, including tools, clothes, cosmetics, and even foods.  Nano particles are sprayed onto M&Ms and sugary breakfast cereals to create a long-lasting, shiny effect.  As a matter of fact, quite a few common foods contain nano-particles.  Sunscreens and anti-aging creams often contain titanium dioxide, a nano product that allows the creams to be absorbed, not just into the skin but into the cells.  Anti-fungal socks may contain nano-silver to keep your socks from smelling bad.  Tires are often sprayed with carbon nanotubes to make them more resilient, then the old tires are shredded to make (voila!) spongey surfaces for children’s playgrounds that can release particles that the children then breathe.  According to Scientific American, carbon nanotubes may be as toxic as asbestos.  Plastic bags often contain a sprayed-on nano product that can shed particles onto foods–even organic foods.

What’s the problem with having common household products that contain nanotechnology products ?  Nano-sized particles are so small that they can cross the blood-brain barrier and can enter the nuclei of our cells, causing mutations that will be passed on to future generations.

Some nano “tubes” are small enough to be breathed into the lungs (from spray-on sunscreen, hair spray, tires on playgrounds, etc.), but too long to be breathed out, so can have long-term effects.

These are yet more unintended consequences of human projects that sounded good (to someone) at the time.  Our beautiful planet is being devastated by such projects, which are the direct result of the de-sacrilization of the natural world.

Meanwhile, many of the promises of miraculous medical cures have not been realized, but the unregulated research and flow of corporate and government money continues.  There needs to be much more public awareness, debate, and ethical action on this issue, which is intertwined with the need for transformed values, institutions, and systems.  We need to slow down this process of engineering the future, where creation is being made over in the image of the ideologies, institutions, and systems that we human beings have created.

I hope and pray that the day will come when my grandchildren will be able to look into the eyes of their grandchildren and say, “When I look into your eyes, I can see God.”  I am dedicating my life to that goal.

This is not the first time I have written about advanced technologies.  My book, Shaking the Gates of Hell:  Faith-Led Resistance to Corporate Globalization, includes a chapter on “Engineering the Future:  Techno-Utopia or Techno-Hell,” which begins with the story of a Stanford project to insert human brain cells into mice. 

The website of the The International Center for Technology Assessment and the Center for Food Safety is comprehensive, and includes information about their suggestions for ethical guidelines and advocacy for regulations.  Find their Resources page here. 


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